I was planning to commit suicide recently..
because of the burden that i am carrying..
i have so many problems that remained unsolved..
until now, those problems ruined my life..
i really drowned with such problems..
and for me, the only solution is to end my life..
i planned everything, recently..
the time, place and on how i am going to die..
while planning those, i am crying.. burst into
tears.. i wrote a letter to say my farewell..
but..
somebody arrived..
i like him, but i want to end my life..
gusto nya manligaw, but i am thinking twice..
gusto ko na tapusin yung life ko, but then
i wonder why i forgive this person to court me..
now,
di ko alam kung dapat ba kong magalit sa kanya
dahil nung dumating sya bigla nasira lahat ng plano
ko na tapusin ang life ko..
or
should i be happy because he saved my life?
and he gave me another reason why i must live..
haaay..
i don't know how to deal with my problems..
and death is my only way to solve this maybe..
i really want to die.. but i still want to live..
because he give me those reason why i must..
(while writing this, i am crying)
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